11th installment

I excuse myself and go to the bathroom. Closing the door quietly behind me, I lean back
against its wooden frame in pure delight, agony, confusion. Part of me wants to scream with excitement,
to share the feelings bottling up inside me.
I notice that my chest is thumping uncontrollably and my head is
spinning in giddy circles. Take a hold
of yourself Anna, I tell myself, but it’s too late. I have fallen under the Frenchman’s charm and
he has wholeheartedly arrested my desires.
It is clearer now than ever before that I have become his captive.
I wander back into the kitchen to see that he has cleared
away the plates and dishes and it looks like the untouched, glowing creation
which first struck me. How long have I
been gone? My giddiness has removed all
sense of time and space and I scowl at my inability to remain calm, pinching my
arm to assure myself I’m not just dreaming.
The red mark and lingering pain proves that I am not. I feel a soft hand on my waist and my sanity hisses
with anticipation. “I’ve got something
for you” he whispers. I nod my head robotically, caught under his
spell.
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